Eyes Wide Open
Sitting here, I opened my eyes. Those on my face were open and staring blankly at a computer screen but those of my heart were very much so closed. I sit here with my eyes open and see that change is happening all around me. I have nothing deep or spiritual revelations to post about today but simply some words from my wide open eyes. For weeks now, every night has been filled with mostly genuine interactions with my friends. I have conversed with my husband over many things but always after the laughter and words of our friends have barely faded from our presence. Life is flying by and I have not been alone much. I like to be alone. I actually love to be alone but my eyes just opened to the reality that many of my dearest friends will be in distant places from our current “home”. I have 14 days until I am a college graduate. What that says for my personal life is that I have 14 days left to devour precious moments with my friends. I’ve no doubt that the many memories and moment