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Where does my worth come from?

The truth: I think of blog themes non-stop. Literally every 20 minutes I think of a new thing I want to sit down and spill out over my keyboard to the few eyes that take a peek at this blog. More truth: I am sitting here in my snuggie realizing how often I give up on myself. It seems that, of all of the millions of blog topics I think of, I want to blog about the one that makes the least sense to me and is the most difficult thing for me to try to explain. It could be easy to explain. The enemy attacks me every moment he gets and tries to convince me that I am just not quite good enough and that I never will be. Simply put: he takes advantage of my moments of insecurity. That wasn’t so hard to explain, now was it? That wasn’t so difficult to figure out! Oh wait…there is so much more to it. The moments of insecurity. Yes, the enemy takes advantage of the vulnerability there and it makes it easy to give up on myself. But I cannot blame every down moment in my life and in my relationship